The constant struggle..

It lies within My mind, so its personal..
Where do i go, what do i do?

How can i decide… ??

The thoughts of love are as distant as Noah’s arc,
but as relevant
How can we be expected to make such a decision

Can she fit? Can she move seamlessly
throughout my circle? Where has she been all this time,
or where is she going?

I think of the one from my past, and it hurts. It hurts to know
that someone you loved so much is gone, and never
to be had again.

I look upon photographs and think what could I have done
How was she not good for me, granted
we all make sacrifices for the ones we FEEL we love..
So i sacrificed,
as so did she.

Is it even possible to find tha Lost One..
Ive been through the maze,
Ive made the journey, and yet
I havent even begun. Didint even
break the seal…

So Im here…
Confused and discouraged

Constant reminders of why you stay,
as much as why you left. Is it time
to ACTUALLY quit “The Game” , and become one?
One with myself, my life, and my love?

How do I start over , when I’ve never honestly
began in the first place..
Why even be in the race?

I just dont know..
I have no clue.
I am for the first time in my life…
Speechless

Maybe thats my answer right there..
Speechless??